Acceptance,
forgiveness and freedom are majors factors leading to moving-on.
These are two of the many values we have to give to whomever have
left us, whoever hurt us, or anyone in our past who were fortunately
or unfortunately cannot continue to be our partner for life. It was
easy for me to free myself from my past relationship but it took me
sometime to finally free the one I've left. I was at some point
unfair in freeing myself but leaving the other, hurt, hoping, and
imprisoned by his love for me. I would delete all his pictures in me
but I would not want him to erase all the memories he had with me. I
wanted to be happy but I wanted him to still continue loving me and
be miserable. That is so unfair.
I have
hated the world and all kinds of man and have thought that they are
all but same creatures who would hurt all girls and who would flirt
with other girls when given the chance. I told myself, “Okay, I'll
go with the flow. I'll be friends with guys, go out with them and
enjoy my life being single. If they want game, I'll give them a damn
good game.” I have told myself not to be attached with my new guy
friends and be sure not to feel any romantic emotions for them. I
was, for some time, successful with my plans. I have new guy friends,
I go out often, I've gain a lot of admirers, and suitors. And most
especially, my ex-guy was miserable. I was happy with what was going
on.
It took
me a few months to be like that. I was so hurt that I badly wanted
revenge and make him miserable. Until one time I felt the real love
from a friend who eventually became my boyfriend. I love him so much
that I would not want to do anything to hurt him. Until I finally
stopped to do those non-sense of making someone miserable. I realized
that I, myself, make myself miserable as well. Too much insecurities,
feeling of vengeance, bad plans, stalking on social networking sites,
fishing information, and the like, have wasted my time so much. I
gained nothing but heartaches and wrinkles. I was not truly happy but
only miserable.
Now that
my ex-boyfriend for 5 years is happy (I hope he is) with his new
girl, and I am so much truly in-love and happiest with my man, I
promise not to do any stupid thing like that again. I have prayed for
forgiveness for being such bad girl, I have asked apologies from my
ex-man whom I have hurt, I have told everything to my present love,
and now I have finally moved-on. No more insecurities, vengeance,
misery, or heartaches.
All of
us get hurt. And sometimes these heartaches make us do stupid things
which we think can make us happy. To all the boys and girls out
there, please learn to forgive and accept. It is only through
forgiveness and acceptance that we can truly be free. Be worry-free
and be happy. :)
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